I've started to recover from the shit that happened in April, and I'm posting again wooo.

I go by any pronouns now! Finally accepted that I'm a trans guy. (non-binary trans guy to be specific!)

yup it's an update video

So, I'm just gonna put this bluntly.

There's been some drama on Discord and it's been pretty stressful for me. There's also some stuff that's been happening irl but I'm not gonna get into that.

I simply do not know how to handle this drama without fucking things up, I've been seeing things fall apart and I'm lost, I really am. I just want to go back to when none of this shit was happening.

You ever just look at art you made like 2 or 3 weeks ago and be like "WHY DID I EVER THINK THIS WAS NICE TO LOOK AT?"

So it's already December, I can't believe that 2020 went by that fast. Christmas day will be soon and so will my birthday, which is on December 31st, yeah my birthday is new year's eve. I guess that's pretty cool.

2020 was probably the worst year of my life, I had multiple accounts of "friends" turning out to be such shitty people in the end, quarantine bringing me to reality of how lonely I am and causing me to have a breakdown, so much horrible shit happening in the world and some other personal stuff I am not going to get into.

I really am glad that this godawful year is going to be over soon, I don't really know what I am going do with myself in 2021 but hopefully I actually get stuff done.

2022 edit - So about 2020 being the worst year of my life? 2021 somehow topped that.

I've been struggling to draw for the past few days, not cool.

thank you for reading my short rant.