I participated in Art Fight again this year and drew 36 attacks which was a HUGE improvement from the previous years!

(all attacks i did can be viewed in this this twitter thread)

But of course, this did cause me to get burnt out which is normal! I have done a few sketches but I've never actually finished any drawings in the past week, I just sorta have this issue where I have ideas for things I wanna draw but I find it hard to actually do it y'know? It's sort of an issue I've had my entire life, having a mind filled with things I REALLY want to do but I just... I just don't really know how to get started, it's absolute torture!

I'm sure I'll get into the swing of drawing things again in at least 2 weeks or so but maaaaan this sucks so much.

Another thing I wanna mention...

My mental health at the moment is sorta just... Okay at the moment? During the first part of this year it was getting A LOT better for me, but Summer has ALWAYS messed with my mood cos I absolutely HATE the heat. Whilst I have been a bit cranky this Summer, I'm doing LEAGUES better than I was last year where I quite literally had one of the WORST mental spirals of my life, like I don't wanna get into details because that would be oversharing but it led to me feeling the worst I had ever felt and I sent some messages that just... Ugh, not too proud of that.

So yeah, fuck summer. It almost always leads to some sort of mental spiral for me but this year that has barely happened so, hooray I guess? Still, fuck summer.

Anyways, HUGE thank you to my friends who are always there for me and continue to support me. Without all of them, I doubt I'd even be here.

Peace.