Hey, I'm sorry for lack of updates, pretty much I've been VERY unmotivated.
DOKI DOKI DUM-DUM CLUB
For those who don't know, this is a mod I'm making for DDLC, it's basically a shitpost. As I've already said, I've been very unmotivated. I don't think I'll cancel this project, but it's pretty much on hold for now until I get motivated to work on this.
ART
I still draw! I just haven't felt confident to post a lot of it to Newgrounds!
MENTAL HEALTH
I'm just gonna get right to the point: Last night I had a really bad mental breakdown, like I don't think I've had one this bad in forever. I was crying, questioning myself, just wanting it to be over, ect. I don't wanna get into huge detail, it was that bad.
Pretty much, I hate my life, I fuckin wish people would be more careful about their jokes about me, I wish people didn't fuckin hate me for being trans.
I have had people tell me to kill myself, I've been told that I'm delusional and confused, people telling me I'm not human, people telling me that I'm faking my problems, and all just because I'm trans. I just wanna be a boy holy shit man, not harming anyone.
I'm always afraid of speaking up about my problems, I'm just afraid people won't take me seriously y'know?